Being Pushed

Sometimes you just feel like your being pushed into a course of action. One of the things about being a Magician is being able to recognise when this is happening. And of course one of the early lessons the universe teaches you is the more you ignore it, the harder they knock. Its been a shit day, everyone is tetchy, a mix of idiot and childlish behavior by certain folks and easter egg/chocolate overload. But that's only a symptom. The underlying cause is me avoiding my responsibilities as a Magician again (because I'm trying to balance what needs to be done with some kind of moral behavior.) Well the next 24 hours are out as i'm giving someone a hand with their diy and its school holidays . So it looks like the next chance will be Friday,Friday the 13th Unlucky for some. The next few days will be spent armouring myself.